Have you seen my motivation?

Where to begin...

Seems lately I have NO motivation what-so-ever to lose weight, nor the energy to actually accomplish this task. Seems when I was going to school, working full time job, tending to 2 kids and all that jazz, I had more energy, more motivation and more TIME to actually accomplish everything... now I'm just working, done with school, succeeded in passing my stuff for school and became the nurse I've wanted to be and now I'm tired all the time, no time to workout, no room to workout in this house w/ everyone home and feel bad if I get a gym membership seeing as how I'm needed at home... or I feel as though I am and need to make sure I'm here since hubby 's been w/ kiddos all day... I'm in a rut.

I started using this product by Kirstie Alley, Organic Liasion (sp) and it's not 1/2 bad, and yet I'm not using it to the full advantage as I should be ... it's supposed to help curb cravings for sugar, help assisit to lower your appetite and yet it's all organic ingredients.... I wish I just felt like I could do it all again, be home, workout, take care of the house, cook, clean, laundry, dishes, and just be SUPERMOM! I don't feel that way anymore, I feel useless, lazy, washed up.... Grrr... then I get angry at myself for letting myself spiral out of control... I need to get a meeting for myself for overeaters anon... maybe that would help to locate my MOJO!!!

Have you seen my mojo!? ;)

Anyway... thanks for letting me vent... I start a biggest loser competition w/ the DFWareamoms.com board, so we'll see how that goes. I'll post my progress through this whole ordeal... look forward to hearing what you think I should do and how I could possibly get out of this rut...

Hugs ~ Lizzy